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Chronogram 12.2004

Hudson Valley Living

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Edited by Phillip Levine
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Eclipse of the Moon

whittaker chambers rides at midnight a rustwhite rider alone
through the spun eye of heaven eclipsed by his own brainshadow or an unshaped memory which he has discovered swaggering through the clear october nightsky

this is not the planet i remember, says whittaker chambers,
he is surveying everything

he is a moonman he is looking down on earth it is sheet music to
him it is the curse of the babe it is the red sox winning it is
halloween it is the eve of the next election day

now now whittaker chambers whittaker chambers what do you see?

he sees zukofsky he sees hiss he sees oppen he sees rakosi he sees
newspapers and marching bands and presidents and communists and right wing conspiracy and left wing conspiracy

he sees the electronic poetry center at the university of buffalo

he sees a row of canvas tents he sees lynbrook he sees far rockaway
he sees munition factories he sees airplane hangars

he sees young boys he brought into the bushes after going for a swim
he sees tentflaps flapping he sees american angels they are flying in the face of the moon

he sees american flags he sees american sand he sees american sun
american cloud american smokestack american wind

there is sand in his eyes he sees every grain of sand
there is high school students graduating in the tall high grass
he sees every fifty yard line pigskin corkscrew poptart cheerleader marionette

and there! through the rooftop of cavanaugh's bar
where he frequently drank german beer in tall frothy glasses
he sees the corner where he wrote poetry in the slant of the
late afternoon sun

whittaker chambers, what do you see? he sees the sun go down
he sees the total eclipse of the moon

he sees the moon return he sees the beginning and the end of night

he sees jazz musicians who have packed up their instruments and
gone out to the parking lot to have a smoke together before
heading off to their homes and respective wives

...........
American Saturday

The baby screams in the pizza parlor
The mother eats all the pie
The father nurses coffee and a hangover.

The baby gets a slap and a bottle
The mother gets ice cream and fatter
The father gets a cigarette and plays lotto.

The baby's diaper is wet and dirty
The mother tends bar in black tights
The father babysits and collects unemployment.

The baby falls asleep cold and wet
The mother falls asleep with a paying customer
The father falls asleep with a bottle and a gun.

...........
Fresh Air

wasn't built into the ventilation system,
so I lifted my plywood-heavy window three inches,
jammed it open with my dictionary,
washed my hands with autumn cold.

The avenue echoed: taxi horns,
clattering manhole covers, hissing steam
from orange smokestacks lined up Madison
as if an ocean liner had sunk in pavement.

Was it only a year ago I studied philosophy
& dreamed of Manhattan,
a leather jacket & poet girlfriend?
I tossed out bagel crumbs for the pigeons.

...........

First I went to the basement
rather unhappy there
  I brought friends who
talked and laughed and
filled the strange room

      with life

Then I slipped to
  the basement of the basement
they looked in on me
    one by one
through a crack in the floor

my husband brought me food
  and kept me company
but no one knew how to

    free me

Then I dropped to
  the basement of the basement

      of the basement

here, unfortunately
no one could find me.

...........
Elijah Sailor Charity

I don't trust the sea
But then neither do I trust the land

"What's your name?"

"Elijah, sir!"

"Elijah what?"

"Elijah Sailor Charity"

"What happened to your eye, Elijah?"

"I plucked it out."

"When?"

"When I was in the asylum."

"Where is your eye now?"

"Maybe the doctors have it."

"Elijah... I know where your eye is."

"Where, sir?"

"In Christ's Cross"

I've always been a little afraid of the sea
because of a recurring dream I've had since childhood
of a gigantic wave that swallows everything in its path

I'm also afraid of avalanches that bury people alive
crushing them under rubble, mud, and sand
I wonder how it feels to be buried alive

Recently, an entire film crew was buried under mud
and ice in a Himalayan landslide—
enough mud and ice to fill a twelve-hundred mile train
They were filming a movie called, The Messenger
There was no hope of saving anyone

Recently, I've dreamt of catching a fish for Elijah
and of eating it with him
It would be nice to talk to him again
about the sea
and about the forces of nature, and destiny

(How many eyes are there now?)

...........
The Hunchback of Vineland

Cousin Ellen I kissed last maybe
60 years ago, before she vanished
to "boarding school"
my aunt and uncle forever after
beginning visits to our home with a hushed
"Vineland"
before whispering off,
Ellen never reappearing.
At 15, finally, I squeezed from them
Ellen's brain, from birth, flawed,
more, so they'd bundled her off to grow up
a tiny feeble hunchback under good New Jersey care.
In her 30's in Vineland
Ellen died. When I glimpsed her again
today at 7 or 8 in a faded
sepia snap penciled ON OUR NEWARK
ROOFTOP, blonde and doe-eyed, dreamy, smiling,
their only child, shy between them, resembled both.

...........
In the Stream

Love is a river
Drink from it.

...........

we stepped out of a different stream
than the one we waded into
you stood to your waist
uncertain of going in
I swam from the cold to the sun
it was OK if you couldn't decide
waiting on the rocks
while I slipped & found it
difficult to find my footing

...........
Photo, In Uniform

It's a uniform. Could be military or could be fast food, I don't know. He's got this look on his face that could be either. Like he's holding something in his mouth and can't talk because it would fall out. Or fly out. His shirt is white, spotless, perfectly creased, and he has on one of those triangle hats, the kind little girls fold out of paper. He wears the uniform like he's sure you're jealous. He's staring at you head-on, like a collision, and his eyes say made it. His eyes say I am some-body, are you? He wears the uniform like it protects him from the little hands creeping around on the street, the ones trying to pull him down into the muck and he and the uniform have to kick at them, stomp on them, keep them away.

His arm rests against a railing but he's not leaning on it, not him. He doesn't have to lean on anything. One big, gentle-looking hand is set on top of the other, and you know they could be a father's hands. You hope he jumps into the fiery mouth and leaps back out, naked. You hope he makes it out, holding onto his questions. You hope he looks at this picture some day and slaps his belly, chuckling and flicking at the corner with one finger, showing it to his little boy, saying, Look at that, will you? Big man. Thinks he knows ev-ree-thing. And laughs some more.